Tuesday, November 3, 2009

Aku gembira

Finally.....a big burden, smth so heavy i been carrying on my back for the past 2years. I finally learn, finally learn to let go. =)

Of coz im sad dammit ><
But im fine =)

Porkiez no more... hehe... Thanks for all the memories, Everywhere we went b4....i just have flashbacks. Happening more often.. but i dun mind....it brings a smile back to my face =)

Im glad...i know the truth..

*stalking* i wonder what she's doing ^^

Alright...Im back into my working mood... =)
REport report report... ><" oh em gii....i haven do my report....die man ><><

Sunday, November 1, 2009

AAR >....<

Nov....oh no!? means oct just passed..How time passes by that fast...

Another 21 days, Industrial training ends.. How i wished, that i didn't have to go training, so i am able to see u from the side of the wall.To see if ur happy, sad , angry, stress , notty and more.


Its been2years already!? Thats long... I have my regrets, no doubt about it...But, i cherish every moment I had with u. Even the Hi and byes. It feels great, awsome!


Yesterday!!! A.A.R concert... edmond , alvin were there too...But i din get to find them...alvin was behind me..edmond...came super late i guess...oo oo i saw kimmy lol. Hyper as always ^^

It was fun, except for all that pushing, grabbing, touching, and the VERY VERY VERY long wait.
it was suppose to start at 6pm, ok line up to go in, the line became 50lines...and everybody was pushing...whats the rush! they are not on stage yet >....<" After that, it took them 3hours and 45min ++ then, if they push i understand....coz they appeared X.x Piggy was all squashed I felt kinda bad..cant do much to protect her hahaha ;) We got bit wet...coz rain...actually we got really wet, since it was soooooooooooo HOT and ppl from left right front back were like sweating kau kau >< lightnings ="P">


oh Yeah... Almost forgot..
This song is still meaningful to me hahaha. After 3years this song is still nice =)

I would have given you all of my heart
but there's someone who's torn it apart
and she's taking almost all that I've got
but if you want, I'll try to love again
baby I'll try to love again but I know

The first cut is the deepest, baby I know
The first cut is the deepest
'cause when it comes to being lucky she's cursed
when it comes to lovin' me she's worst
but when it comes to being loved she's first
that's how I know

The first cut is the deepest, baby I know
The first cut is the deepest

I still want you by my side
just to help me dry the tears that I've cried
cause I'm sure gonna give you a try
and if you want, I'll try to love again
but baby, I'll try to love again, but I know

The first cut is the deepest, baby I know
The first cut is the deepest

'Cause when it comes to being lucky she's cursed
when it comes to lovin' me she's worst
but when it comes to being loved she's first
that's how I know

The first cut is the deepest, baby I know
The first cut is the deepest

Tuesday, September 29, 2009

Grand dad's birthday....


Sigh...2nd day of training...and i almost woke up late to go work...so...i rushed. Dam.
Kinda, like the working place...but yet..dun like the people there. Dunno why la...in the papers So called restaurant sop...first things first SMILE... their face.. is not =D or =) or =]
its all like this D= )= ]=
Really....bluehh....

2months...sure can make it! i hope

Saturday, September 19, 2009

Today

Today is a special day. why?
Coz its piggy's birthday ^^
Happy birthday Piggy <3

Wednesday, September 16, 2009

Scream....Screams!!! scream!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Scream....Screams!!! scream!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Scream....Screams!!! scream!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Scream....Screams!!! scream!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
im so.frustrated
Scream....Screams!!! scream!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Scream....Screams!!! scream!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Scream....Screams!!! scream!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Scream....Screams!!! scream!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Scream....Screams!!! scream!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Scream....Screams!!! scream!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
im so.miss u
Scream....Screams!!! scream!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Scream....Screams!!! scream!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Scream....Screams!!! scream!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Scream....Screams!!! scream!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Scream....Screams!!! scream!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Scream....Screams!!! scream!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Scream....Screams!!! scream!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Scream....Screams!!! scream!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
im so.annoyed
Scream....Screams!!! scream!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Scream....Screams!!! scream!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Scream....Screams!!! scream!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Scream....Screams!!! scream!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
im so.happy
Scream....Screams!!! scream!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Scream....Screams!!! scream!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
im so.sad
Scream....Screams!!! scream!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Scream....Screams!!! scream!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


Thank god...term end.

Sunday, September 13, 2009

Saturday, September 12, 2009

I dunno

Cant study...i cant focus! i dont know wat to do.
So many things in my mind..
Started with a sucky day of interview...
i guess i did really bad. Sigh
Plus...smth is not right...there's some awkwardness in the air.
Why all of a sudden..
Sigh

Emo day...coz i cant study...too much pressure..!!

Tuesday, September 8, 2009

Never felt this lonely before.
I feel like the world is against me.
i don't have the will to live anymore.
Its very saddening .

If she knew..

Thursday, September 3, 2009

booo

Dunno how to tell u ilu.



rawr! finally Sot done... can relax abit now...so worried bout tmrw's presentation of marketing...i really sucked at it...dunno whether i can make it or not...i dun wanna pull down the marks of my team members..it would be really sucky if that happens.

Woooooo <(^oo^)> can sleep now..zzZzZZZZZ




You will never know.

Wednesday, September 2, 2009

Is there a way....to let you know.
is there a way....to confess how i feel.
is there a way....to know what it would be like.

I cant do it.




Tell.....tell.....tell...tell....tell....tell!!!!

Cant...too afraid..
*screams!!!!*
Im...useless *sigh*


Anyway here's the french project... enjoy

Monday, August 31, 2009

You can never cut out a part of the body because it hurts,
Its the same as I can never cut out a relationship with her,
I know it seems obsessive ,
But she is a part of my body,
And i know she would be happy to know it.

got this out of a korean drama..really touching..

Saturday, August 29, 2009

Coming Month

Its that time again...where i shall update bit on whats going on in my life.
yes people...h1n1 is around and its dangerous..take notice...do something about it.

see this is a good example. wear ur mask people and bring sanitizers around with you

This not funny..and not a joke..so..take care of your health ^^ i dun wanna see a friend or family 6feet under.


Been busy...with kao lots of things. Scheme of training [sot] can really make me sot sot edi...stressful, we need do 28 types of Sot...so yea...its a bummer and it kills me slowly....

As i walked to the lrt taman jaya..it brought back a memory of a special person. She's happy now at oversea, make sure u take care. Kinda makes me thing..why they are so special to me..maybe its because i just like the company. Yeah...

Anyway...My car is like 500km years old ... lolz...and found some problems with it...so NEED TO FIX...if not feel wasted... need find job...need find time...need many things...and i need some love LOL yes...

everybody needs love...

Thursday, August 20, 2009

Rawr....never look down on a puppy for it will bite

I dun like Bdh...
But wat keeps me going is because of and determination to continue lolz





And yes its my first time on the road with my brand new car*screams for joy* Went to college and back form college and putra jay... Thank god x1000 that he kept me safe and gave me safe journey mercy... Thank u god!
There was a crazy motorbike...edmond almost pee on his pants becoz of it...not my fault i break..he wanna squeezzzz in between 2 cars.... celaka!

Sunday, August 16, 2009

Good Luck...exam week





Anyway its that time again! Assessments and Assignment!
Seriously this whole week...is gonna be... " F....ed" for me
I dunno if i can make it or not ="=!
Study got la...but nth enters...
Im trying to have study with something entering...Most prob because im a slow learner...or im just Pure >"=|
>=(



Ps: Sat would be my most hyper and super duper moment! my Cutie is coming to me...My sexy...my gorgeous.... my kokolala woohooolloouuuuu.... slim small sexy cute..tiny Viva! is coming ^.^V
Weeeeeee.....Own car *yummmm** *drolllllssss* so so so cant wait ^^

Bdh31 all the best in Exams ~.~"

Thursday, August 13, 2009

I...

I enjoy alcohol...but i dun like wat alcohol effects other people...
Specially to ladies...just feel ....so wrong....i do not mean girls cant drink or wat la...
Im just....dunno whats this...feeling..maybe becoz i have a pass that was like a nightmare...



But....at least it was a great day

Wednesday, August 12, 2009

Fhm>?




X.x Sarangheo <3



That goes...experience at Fhm... Tiring/Felt like being used to the max/ No staff meals/ What the heck some chefs are worst than me ><"

Honestly we deserve better...but lucky get to attend this event

Tuesday, August 11, 2009

Fml






Today is Fhm....BORING AND SUCKY...

Today...the bus emergency door almost killed me...but thank god...i din flew out! Wtf....the door suddenly open when the bus was making a turn...and i literary can feel the outside wind.....pam, simon, sue seng. were all dam shocked...and i still could laugh bout it...wtf!!!

Sunday, August 9, 2009

Friday, August 7, 2009

weeeeeeee






a word to this guy... " I HOPE U BURN IN HELL AND GO DIE..." , "ur always there when im gonna go for someone, u took the last 1 u wanna take this wan now? go die la u....burn in hell!!! "
"ur just a flirt...a bitch who ambil kesempatan..and a pervert...so go die..."


Today!

Gi joe! wooohooo....watched it...love it...cant wait for the 2nd movie! omg...plz faster come out..its awsome!! 9/10 ranked it...cant be perfect...but its one of the best movie i watched in the year "scarlet" Hottie <3 + genius.


Who's that 4 girls pic up there? "2NE1"
I just love their song...woooo...addicted to it edi...and downloaded most of their song...weeeeee
Tired-ness.....gonna go sleep...

Thursday, August 6, 2009

Been a long time since i bloged.
There's nth much to say...my life been very boring..
besides getting sick...and think that i got h1n1...other things are like...just everyday life.

I dunno what i want...anymore...
im so...tired......im so bored.....classes are getting boring... Regret...regret....regret!!!!

bahhh...booo....

But..at least i can meet new people....haven meet anybody new...sigh...oh well...need to work on that..
..

Friday, July 31, 2009

Achuuu achuuu achuu achuuuu achuuu achuuu achuuu achuuu achuuu

thats what i been doing whole day since yesterday evening...

Im sick...dammm....i hate being sick...

somemore today class cancel yay...first class cancel boooo 2nd class still got.....how to go college...sigh...im too tired to walk

nvm la i go college early

Wednesday, July 29, 2009

im down right broken...coz i miss u alot...
regretted everything.
Torned up...borken..destroyed...all i left is... .. ..

Im very very stressed and tired.....now i have 2nd thoughts bouts BDH...why did i really wanna continue studies?
I had a reason first, it was a selfish reason to be honest..Coz i wanted to be and see her...since i can comeback to college...now things are diff...im not so sure...anymore...

Hard work went down the drain...Hate shitty laptops..hate it...i have backup files...but not all..dammm

I cant sleep tonight....maybe can..need wake up early...omg tmrw.....another day of wonders of sufffering...

Great...

Monday, July 27, 2009

hmm




To lu shen! i got 1 thing to say " Revenge is mine! "

wakaka i got chu now =P

Anyway its monday! woohooo...boring-ness..


Friday, July 24, 2009

sleeping = listening to lectures


omg! i got this off lu shens blog!! this is called super pro in studying!! lolz... dam look so..rajin hahahahah

Sleeping = Listening to Lecturers

Thursday, July 23, 2009

Screw is the word

When i Fail to forget someone important...

1. ill be a fucked up person
2. ill be a dam jerk
3. ill be dam annoying.
4. Screw u screw me.
5. u wont see me the same anymore
6. BullSHIT!
7. Fuck this SHIT TOOO





Im a parents Hater now~! screw them too.... Screw love!! screw falling in love....Screw this life of mine! Screw u!

after so long KTM

Today is a bad day...so many things happen....when reaching subang on wards...dam unlucky edi!! babi nia.


Anyway...im BROKE thats a bad thing....tryin save money...cant resist temptation...haiz dunno wat....do

Must not giv up i need try harder...I hope i hope i get the car!!

Yes im finally gonna get a car...woohoo after 1year or more of wait...finally....Car *drolllllsss*

Today got that internship fair... non of the hotel i choose for training was there....stupid shang-ri la....they cancel....shereton also cancel... oh well what to do? train at home la =P

Class was suprisingly good...but....i haven walk alot in a long time...leg felt pain...but i love it...miss that tired feeling after work...hahaha its the same =P

Monday, July 20, 2009

P_ r k Z _ l l a

I almost killed my self...from the 8hours of suffering in class...
my eyes were close...my ears are open...brain still alive...active for some reason...hands were on the table...saliva drooling... hair short....so cold...the room...

I really........hate.........u.....training!!! i wish u never exist....haiz....hope where ever i choose...would be a good one...



I need my!!!!!!!! M_ _ _ _ and C _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _!...
i M_ _ _ my P _ _ _ _ so much.
I F_ _ _ so _ o_ _ L y

Sunday, July 19, 2009

rawrrzzz <3

i cut my hair.. and i feel its too short!!

Mui...kor will always be there for u..
hang in there...hold on tight... need a hand...ill be the first to give u one..
love u mui^^


I think my face is bigger now? no more hair to cover my face lol!! but i feel so.....relief got so much wind passing trough my head now...LOL...ok la..im not BOLD! i just cut my hair...short...to me its really short ><"

derrick says its funny looking... make me look funny ><" well if it makes ppl laugh and their happy...then im happy haha =P

Been thinking alot...Been regreting...alot too...soo its ying and yang i guess..

I love u, But i hate u, i want u, but i dun need u. How confusing..imagine u feel this way..
I guess my world is all in a confusion..yeah that should be it....

Saturday, July 18, 2009

Friday, July 17, 2009

giv it all up

Great....im officially ....broke / pokai / no money / bo chien / mo lui / ham chat.

What la....atm left rm30.12 >.>

booo i need find a job...part time...but ill be missing action in church again..haiz...sacrifices ><

I wish things were the same like it was b4... I dunno why u really gav me what u gav me...we were...like...
sigh..what la...im emo-ing again....dammit....!!!!! i love u too much =(


I cant....Remove it.....cant.....4get....dun lie to me...i know when ur lying ...i know...

wth....

Seriously i have this nightmare......
Where jesus and satan was fighting..
jesus was saying GET OUT OF HERE..
Satan was like..He will be tempted.
jesus: begone you darkness for ill bring light
Satan:he will receive sickness and heart brokenness.

After that i woke up...several times. Started praying, hope everything will be alright.

Went back to sleep again, and this time i dream bout suicidal. What was going on! i was at some..bridge.? i don know la...such a mood breaker.

Crap whats going on in my mind.
till then i didn't get sleep.

Thursday, July 16, 2009

I really need a hair cut >.<
Its getting to hot lately...and i cant keep my long hair anymore...sigh!

I miss piggy...talk/see/everything less now..dam la..hate this =(

Tuesday, July 14, 2009

Point of GTFO

Looks like, ull be ok without me there.
Looks like, im no longer needed.
Looks like, we will never be the same again.

Currently Thinking of:
-Money
-Studies
-Training

Things are so confusing, i need to fix back my LIFE

Totally No Mood For Anything.


Everything thing seems screwed up...i feel so messed up...
i hate it waking up this morning and feel like shit.

Sunday, July 12, 2009

EMU?

I'm Emu...no longer emo...but emu...
Emotionally Mentally Unstable

Anyway, i ate....very little today...i mean, maybe no appetite..yeah that should be it,
Anyway, Pam said she cut her hair... Boy style hair cut...i sooo dun believe, i need to see it for my self.

I think i just kena allergic attack. Dunno what i ter-ate till like that... sudden difficulty to breath and coughing heavily.

Nth much happen today...went church...sat with my 2 mui's ^^ i sayang them so much heheheh....
Since i play a big part as a pet brother =P

Nothing much la...i think i'll just sleep early today...and wake up early tomorrow... Dun wanna be late...
Still searching for 2nd hand cars ><" anybody with contacts plz...inform me...or those who are selling their car away plz tell me too ^^

Saturday, July 11, 2009

to Self

It's time that ill listen to what people say..
Yet ill always hear the wrong thing..
I need to listen to what people have to say..
I'd listen to what u had to say,
taking it into consideration,
gonna try....but ill miss those memories, we had together.
I wont let go so easily, after the long wait and all...
ill try, i dun wanna be selfish any longer..
Its time for a change...
but ill always Love you and nothing will ever change that
till the day comes...


Earlier today went to pyramid, meet her...for lunch...was thinking to join competition,
its about potato, soo....while i were waiting for her..i went to mph..and i saw this book... " Potatoes "
so...what comes into my mind? BUY THE BOOK DAMMIT!!! and guess what...i bought it ><" rn26,90
its quite amazing whats in there...hehe so i dun have any regret buying that book ^^


Cant believe it im starting to like books.than online

Friday, July 10, 2009

a cry that only the moon may see

i need to...improve...
i need to...change....
i need to...realize...
i need to...fine the real Me.

All those needs is actually a must...


time to work hard..
time to be brave...
time to face shits..

All those time, i been a fool.

I need help, for i dont know who is me anymore.
please....help

as for the bright side, while going back home with sue seng we saw this....

Thursday, July 9, 2009

Its life Fair?

What if i wished this were all a dream,
What if my life is being from confused to more complicated,
What if this were just a terrible nightmare.
If my whole life was a living mimic, A copy of bit bit of people that i meet,
Bits of ppl who were hated and most important to me,
I wished i know who i was, I wish there was more of asher...What happened to my asher
personality,
Where did it go?? i dun remember of me being like this, I have bad memories of the past..
Its coming to haunt me again,

Sry guys and girls if i offended you all in any way,
Due to problems and complicated matters, i been really down..
Dun wanna be emo,,or depress for its not healthy but i am controlling my self very hard..
Its been really hard for me, i know u guys have problems too..maybe im just selfish.
Sigh......4 5683 8, 4 947433 8 5683 63 866.
4 4673 48 9668 23 866 5283..


My life, the way i see it...its never fair..it might never will be fair..
I dont know what am i anymore...
Everything is so confusing...

Tuesday, July 7, 2009

Whats Wrong with me

Feel like shutting up,
Dun feel like talking,
Feel like depressed,
Feel like something,
Feel like someone's,
Missing..
Empty..
Darkness..

Not emo.

Something is not right..

Monday, July 6, 2009

BDH 31 GROUPINGS option B


AS PROVE HE SEND TO ME AND THE PIC...GROUPS

Date: Mon, 6 Jul 2009 21:49:13 +0800
Subject: Fwd: Grouping list for BDH 31OB Term 4
From: simonlim1015@gmail.com
To: bett_nich@hotmail.com; asherparkiez@hotmail.com



---------- Forwarded message ----------
From: Rosie Ling Shih Khon
Date: 2009/7/6
Subject: Grouping list for BDH 31OB Term 4
To: simonlim1015@gmail.com


Dear Simon

Thank you for your assistance in informing the students.

Kindly find the enclosed grouping list for you info. Please take note that I am not able to accommodate some of your listed name as they did not report to the college today. You may refer them to Programme Office for further clarification.

Thank you.

Regards

Rosie Ling

Programme Office - TCHT

Taylor's College, School of Hospitality and Tourism

Block C, Leisure Commerce Square,

No 9, Jalan PJS 8/9,

46150 Petaling Jaya

Selangor, Malaysia

Tel: 03-7877 9777 ext. 209

Fax: 03-78777007

--- DISCLAIMER --- This email, including any attachments, is confidential and is solely intended for the addressee(s). Access to this e-mail by anyone else is unauthorised. Its contents may be legally privileged and if you are not the intended recipient of this email, any disclosure, copying, distribution or any action taken or omitted to be taken in reliance on it, is prohibited and may be unlawful. If you have received this email in error, please contact the sender immediately by return email or telephone and delete/destroy the message. We do not accept liability for any corruption, delay, interception or unauthorised amendment of the e-mail or their consequences.

Pamela~~ im sorry ><

Presenting the Voca's!! *claps claps claps* Directed, sponcered , everything by PAMELA.!!
lol...she gave me the link i found it interesting haha =)
Pam sorry la....plz dun be mad at me ok ^^ sOweeeee~~ *oink oink*

First day in College

Din take pictures!! T_T
there's bout 30++ people including Dh ppl!! wooohooo welcome to Culinary life XD
Mr.Pong and terrence...


Girl i wanted to see u soo badly today =(
kinda disappointing...sigh...sorry ya

Sunday, July 5, 2009

The big day is coming....
Lots of worries....
scared...
exited..
more worries...


Buying 2nd hand cars....
I dun know how to look for 2nd hand cars...so help me please anybody ^^

Friday, July 3, 2009

Charles Says BB

I'm ok now...No flu, just bit of cough..
Anyway Charles says good bye...Went back home..sigh..Another Cod pro has gone home, here is our final moments together...*his not dead, he went home*
So yeah we had fun playing Cod the last time,,pam was there pwning....first round we got the same score ><" She keeps getting better and better lolz. Pwned Bullet Aka Charles...a few time he got shortGuned by me..lol Charles u take care ok...always been the quiet one....Silent one....But see we were still there for you hehe.. I been on youtube lately to search for comedians..and i found 1 and 1 more edmond ju danial were talkin bout it... the first is CollegeHumor
And FailBlog
< >

Why Do i feel so,lonely.
Why do i feel that im being used,
Feel so horrible,
I feel terrible..
-Emo period-

Tuesday, June 30, 2009

Good bye


Good bye to my 2 best indon friends.. Edu and David..
I wish time wont pass by so fast, where we can still sit at mamak and chit chat..
Please come back and visit.. So sorry i cant come send u guys off to the airport.
Take care u2...be sure to keep contact ^^ ill miss u 2

Edu ill be practicing playing my guitar...so ill keep the singing tradition going on =)

Monday, June 29, 2009

Im officially Demam

Im officially " Sick!"
I been coughing,
I been Sneezing,
I been sleeping.

I Cant believe it i woke up at 1pm. Then see my computer for a few minutes, Went back to sleep...woke up at 4pm, some one sms...it was maxis! F** went back to sleep and now..i woke up 6.40pm! haven do house chores, bath, prepare to go out late...dam wei... I dunno if i can make it, im sooooo tired! smth is wrong with me...

Its not H1N1...plz let it not be...



Friday, June 26, 2009

Sad day!

Today King of Pop has Left the world.
He was Love, adored, idolize, worshiped, hated, discriminated... but one thing..
he was never forgotten.

I would like to dedicate this song that touches heart of many, from Micheal jJackson.
.R.I.P Micheal Jackson

Thursday, June 25, 2009

Bangga ness .... thx alvin <3>
ok Since i accidently screwed my old blog...i decided to make a new one..so here it goes ^^