I really dont understand you.




Cant you at least inform me, That you do not want to go?


Seriously, im getting pissed off.

Dissertation D:


After long years, i made a post. Why? maybe because im just finding things to do.

H-o-l-i-d-a-y-s

Holidays,

Why do I dislike it.? :

1.) Boring [ I dont get out of the house much]

2.) Get to see my parents everyday, without fail i'll be nagged at.

3.) The time when I really got no money to spend [ with friends, i hardly buy anything ]

4.) I'm not the type that sleeps a-lot

Why do i like it.? :

1.) Got time to download em Movies and Watch

2.) Online online online

3.) Can eat everything and anything that the fridge has

Well when i need and want holiday, it's not there.

When i don't need holiday it's there.

What i miss?

Well im sure gonna miss the times we been together, through the hard and easy times we all went through together. Started from day1 of diploma, the thought of us separating it's saddening. But we're always one ^^

Bestie ^.^

Aku gembira

Finally.....a big burden, smth so heavy i been carrying on my back for the past 2years. I finally learn, finally learn to let go. =)

Of coz im sad dammit ><
But im fine =)

Porkiez no more... hehe... Thanks for all the memories, Everywhere we went b4....i just have flashbacks. Happening more often.. but i dun mind....it brings a smile back to my face =)

Im glad...i know the truth..

*stalking* i wonder what she's doing ^^

Alright...Im back into my working mood... =)
REport report report... ><" oh em gii....i haven do my report....die man ><><

AAR >....<

Nov....oh no!? means oct just passed..How time passes by that fast...

Another 21 days, Industrial training ends.. How i wished, that i didn't have to go training, so i am able to see u from the side of the wall.To see if ur happy, sad , angry, stress , notty and more.


Its been2years already!? Thats long... I have my regrets, no doubt about it...But, i cherish every moment I had with u. Even the Hi and byes. It feels great, awsome!


Yesterday!!! A.A.R concert... edmond , alvin were there too...But i din get to find them...alvin was behind me..edmond...came super late i guess...oo oo i saw kimmy lol. Hyper as always ^^

It was fun, except for all that pushing, grabbing, touching, and the VERY VERY VERY long wait.
it was suppose to start at 6pm, ok line up to go in, the line became 50lines...and everybody was pushing...whats the rush! they are not on stage yet >....<" After that, it took them 3hours and 45min ++ then, if they push i understand....coz they appeared X.x Piggy was all squashed I felt kinda bad..cant do much to protect her hahaha ;) We got bit wet...coz rain...actually we got really wet, since it was soooooooooooo HOT and ppl from left right front back were like sweating kau kau >< lightnings ="P">

oh Yeah... Almost forgot..
This song is still meaningful to me hahaha. After 3years this song is still nice =)

I would have given you all of my heart
but there's someone who's torn it apart
and she's taking almost all that I've got
but if you want, I'll try to love again
baby I'll try to love again but I know

The first cut is the deepest, baby I know
The first cut is the deepest
'cause when it comes to being lucky she's cursed
when it comes to lovin' me she's worst
but when it comes to being loved she's first
that's how I know

The first cut is the deepest, baby I know
The first cut is the deepest

I still want you by my side
just to help me dry the tears that I've cried
cause I'm sure gonna give you a try
and if you want, I'll try to love again
but baby, I'll try to love again, but I know

The first cut is the deepest, baby I know
The first cut is the deepest

'Cause when it comes to being lucky she's cursed
when it comes to lovin' me she's worst
but when it comes to being loved she's first
that's how I know

The first cut is the deepest, baby I know
The first cut is the deepest

Grand dad's birthday....


Sigh...2nd day of training...and i almost woke up late to go work...so...i rushed. Dam.
Kinda, like the working place...but yet..dun like the people there. Dunno why la...in the papers So called restaurant sop...first things first SMILE... their face.. is not =D or =) or =]
its all like this D= )= ]=
Really....bluehh....

2months...sure can make it! i hope

Today

Today is a special day. why?
Coz its piggy's birthday ^^

Happy birthday Piggy <3

Scream....Screams!!! scream!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Scream....Screams!!! scream!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Scream....Screams!!! scream!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Scream....Screams!!! scream!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

im so.frustrated

Scream....Screams!!! scream!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Scream....Screams!!! scream!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Scream....Screams!!! scream!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Scream....Screams!!! scream!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Scream....Screams!!! scream!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Scream....Screams!!! scream!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

im so.miss u

Scream....Screams!!! scream!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Scream....Screams!!! scream!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Scream....Screams!!! scream!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Scream....Screams!!! scream!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Scream....Screams!!! scream!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Scream....Screams!!! scream!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Scream....Screams!!! scream!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Scream....Screams!!! scream!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

im so.annoyed

Scream....Screams!!! scream!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Scream....Screams!!! scream!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Scream....Screams!!! scream!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Scream....Screams!!! scream!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

im so.happy

Scream....Screams!!! scream!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Scream....Screams!!! scream!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

im so.sad

Scream....Screams!!! scream!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Scream....Screams!!! scream!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


Thank god...term end.

Seriously...
Wtf day!

nuf said.

iHate exam!
iScrew in exam!
iBitch bout exam!
iHate it!

I dunno

Cant study...i cant focus! i dont know wat to do.
So many things in my mind..
Started with a sucky day of interview...
i guess i did really bad. Sigh
Plus...smth is not right...there's some awkwardness in the air.
Why all of a sudden..
Sigh

Emo day...coz i cant study...too much pressure..!!

Never felt this lonely before.
I feel like the world is against me.
i don't have the will to live anymore.
Its very saddening .

If she knew..

booo

Dunno how to tell u ilu.

rawr! finally Sot done... can relax abit now...so worried bout tmrw's presentation of marketing...i really sucked at it...dunno whether i can make it or not...i dun wanna pull down the marks of my team members..it would be really sucky if that happens.

Woooooo <(^oo^)> can sleep now..zzZzZZZZZ

You will never know.

Is there a way....to let you know.
is there a way....to confess how i feel.
is there a way....to know what it would be like.

I cant do it.

Tell.....tell.....tell...tell....tell....tell!!!!

Cant...too afraid..
*screams!!!!*
Im...useless *sigh*


Anyway here's the french project... enjoy

You can never cut out a part of the body because it hurts,
Its the same as I can never cut out a relationship with her,
I know it seems obsessive ,
But she is a part of my body,
And i know she would be happy to know it.

got this out of a korean drama..really touching..

Coming Month

Its that time again...where i shall update bit on whats going on in my life.
yes people...h1n1 is around and its dangerous..take notice...do something about it.

see this is a good example. wear ur mask people and bring sanitizers around with you

This not funny..and not a joke..so..take care of your health ^^ i dun wanna see a friend or family 6feet under.


Been busy...with kao lots of things. Scheme of training [sot] can really make me sot sot edi...stressful, we need do 28 types of Sot...so yea...its a bummer and it kills me slowly....

As i walked to the lrt taman jaya..it brought back a memory of a special person. She's happy now at oversea, make sure u take care. Kinda makes me thing..why they are so special to me..maybe its because i just like the company. Yeah...

Anyway...My car is like 500km years old ... lolz...and found some problems with it...so NEED TO FIX...if not feel wasted... need find job...need find time...need many things...and i need some love LOL yes...

everybody needs love...

Rawr....never look down on a puppy for it will bite

I dun like Bdh...
But wat keeps me going is because of and determination to continue lolz





And yes its my first time on the road with my brand new car*screams for joy* Went to college and back form college and putra jay... Thank god x1000 that he kept me safe and gave me safe journey mercy... Thank u god!
There was a crazy motorbike...edmond almost pee on his pants becoz of it...not my fault i break..he wanna squeezzzz in between 2 cars.... celaka!

Good Luck...exam week

Anyway its that time again! Assessments and Assignment!
Seriously this whole week...is gonna be... " F....ed" for me
I dunno if i can make it or not ="=!
Study got la...but nth enters...
Im trying to have study with something entering...Most prob because im a slow learner...or im just Pure >"=|
>=(



Ps: Sat would be my most hyper and super duper moment! my Cutie is coming to me...My sexy...my gorgeous.... my kokolala woohooolloouuuuu.... slim small sexy cute..tiny Viva! is coming ^.^V
Weeeeeee.....Own car *yummmm** *drolllllssss* so so so cant wait ^^

Bdh31 all the best in Exams ~.~"

I...

I enjoy alcohol...but i dun like wat alcohol effects other people...
Specially to ladies...just feel ....so wrong....i do not mean girls cant drink or wat la...
Im just....dunno whats this...feeling..maybe becoz i have a pass that was like a nightmare...



But....at least it was a great day